Today was the first time in 7 1/2 years I deeply wanted a dishwasher.
There needed to be two of me in the house tonight for dinner. Just split
in half and go. One for the kids one for the work. It has not been a
good day. Jack is now able to reflect my moods back to me with words.
So as I was singing this afternoon just to keep above the rising water
he asked if I was happy again. Ouch. I thought I had hid it from him,
who am I kidding? Just myself I guess. The little things seemed like
oceans to cross with mutiny in the crew. As I thought about the day later when the dishes were done, boys in bed, laundry started I realized I want to know how to love these boys better.